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My eyesMy eyes see the darkness,
that is all around me.
It sees the Light,
that you have brought into my life.
My eyes see the hope,
the future ahead and beyond.
My eyes also see the pain,
that has memories holding me back.
My eyes see the future,
filled with brightness.
My eyes see the past,
that haunts me on the inside.
My eyes see the failure,
that I used to feel.
Now it sees the distant future,
that lies within my heart.
For my eyes it sees all.
The hope that fills with light.
The darkness that gleams on the inside.
The light, that brings me joy.
All around my eyes see all.
The lies that people have told.
As well as the truth,
that my heart tends to feel.
I sent my Heart to YouI sent my heart to someone special,
will you keep it in a lock
and never damage it?
I have sent my love to you,
will you share me your love
and let me be free?
My life precious giftGrandma is my life's precious gift,
Someone that we will treasure and love forever.
Grandma is someone who cares,
someone who is always loving, to all her family.
A mother, a sister, a grandma too.
A life special gift that God created.
My Grandma always showed love,
who always believed in everyone.
She was a blessing to have,
She's was a treasure like no other.
The warm feeling of love,
that she always gave to her grandchildren
I wouldn't want anybody but you,
And that's why I am so thankful
that life picked you for me.
RIP GrandmaI may not see you,
but the memories are near.
You hold a piece to my heart,
forever you are near.
You have shown the strength,
you have given hope for us all.
Now may you rest in peace,
I love you grandma with all my heart.
I'll cry and mourn,
I'll show the world the pain.
Of the world that needed love,
you have given it to us all.
I love you with all my heart,
now may you rest in peace.
You have given me wonderful memories,
and I'll always remember you deep inside.
You have given me the courage to move on,
you have given me the love I desired.
I love you grandma,
and the memories will always be here.
The meaning of LoveTo love is like heaven,
filled with light at the end of the tunnel.
A bright sweet feeling,
that is for the two of us to share.
To love is like compassion,
that we share forever.
To love and always be loved,
is the best treasure of all.
To love is like a rose,
so delicate and precious,
To love is like a garden,
of wonderful feelings for us to grow.
To love is like infinity,
cause there is never too much to give.
But to love for me is like,
being with that special person.
And to love someone,
is being with that specific person,
and in my life that person,
is You always and Forever.
I wish it never HappenedI wish it never happened
Wish that it was a nightmare.
But the memories keep flooding
and what happened was real.
I wish i wasn't raped,
I wish it was a lie.
I wish you never lied to me,
I wish what we had was real.
I wish I was dead and gone,
I wish the memories never existed.
I rather pretend and live a lie,
then face the real world.
I wish you never laid your hands on me,
I wish it was a nightmare to come.
But it was the truth,
and people have witnessed the crime.
I wish you were never mine.
I wish I was never yours.
These memories wouldn't exist,
if I wasn't foolish in believing.
You have lied from the start,
broken my heart into pieces.
I wish I never felt love,
then maybe what we had would never happen.
i always was the girl who danced with thunderthey've issued
a flash flood warning
and i am thinking
about our legs
tangled like tree
roots beneath the
the screen door
doesn't latch anymore
and the wind is
trying to tear it
away and i am
listening to it
scream and hearing
you say my name.
the roads are wet
and treacherous and
all i am thinking about
is you and your
wet lips slippery tongue
roadside teeth in my
skin and the sky is
falling down around
--all of these warnings
are just another metaphor
Devotion to an AngelI want to believe in hope
And second chances
And the words walking off of your tongue
It took months for the walls to come down
And once the light shone in
My angel just flew away.
I couldn’t imagine
Ever coming forth from you
But there is always weakness
And if I’m not the one
There to ease your worried mind
Will you fill my place
With someone else’s lips?
I can wait a thousand seasons
For your sweet face to come back to me
But my heart
Can’t handle a lie
If I’m simply to be replaced on a whim.
My very soul will fracture
If you choose to move on
Without ever letting me have
Just one more shot
To be everything you’ll ever need.
Not a single crumb
Will ever touch my lips again
Not a single drop of water.
I will shrivel away and die
The day my angel never wants me again.
You don’t hear my heart
Screaming out your name
Or maybe you’re just afraid
But I will never harm you,
Two Makes Three (Tord X Matt) (MPreg) 6 LAST Two months past and it was the day before, the baby was coming and Tord was now leaving. Matt stood in the door way, watching Tord pack up. Tord went to the mirror putting his hat on, when he saw Matt, with tears in his eyes. He turned around sighing, "For the last time, I'll be fine" he said.
Matt nodded. He ran to Tord's arms hugging him tightly. Tord kissed Matt's forehead, "I'll be fine, dont worry." Matt sniffed, "o - okay." Tord continued to hug Matt until he calmed down. Soon they heard a car horn from the front door. The lovers looked out the window and saw Tord's ride. Matt was about to cry again, "be safe" he told him. Tord smiled, "i will." He then leaned down to their son, "i'll do it for you and your mother." Tord sallowed, "i'll see you soon." He looked at Matt, "i'll be back." Matt saw Tord leaving to the car. When he was a distance gone, Matt sighed, "see you."
Edd felt bad for Matt. "Matt he'll be fine" He said. Matt sniffed, "i know" and went to his
i found youone
magpie for sorrow
magpies for joy;
magpies for my hands
on the edge of the
magpies for your hands
Rose-Colored GlassesI'd hate to think of you
In a light that isn't red
I'd rather not color you
Black and white
Gray, dull, and dead
I don't wanna diminish us
With rose-colored glasses
I don't wanna finish us
Brush it off as impassive
There is a second shoe
I'm waiting for the drop
A storms coming through
The lightning strikes
Counting till the bass stops
Brain-dead holding my breath
I'm snow on television
Creativity put to death
Painting you with no precision
Silence deafening the fight
You're static to me
You're ignorance impolite
You're words unsaid
You can't bother to agree
I've given up my time
And my voice of reason
All I want is what's mine
And to forget this treason
Flush RedSilly expressions so warm, so flush, tender red
Hearty smiles, eager eyes, colourful mind
Cheerful chuckles, crisp yellow youth
What is the voice of your expressions?
Shattered egos of yesterday’s blues
Formless changes do resolve broken hearts
What I’ve changed exclusively for you
What are the echoes of my resolve?
Endless thoughts of intents snow white
Weakly panting do cheeks nervously sing
Times ago, times now, times forever
What is the rhythm of your eternity?
You Weren't a ConvenienceYou told me to find something I want,
not something that was convenient
for the nights when I was lonely.
It struck me hard because
I never thought of you as convenient,
I just always thought of you
and how you made me feel.
Never once did I use your chapped lips
to fill an empty void in my heart.
You told me to go find something that I love
and baby, all I see is you.
Two Makes Three (Tord X Matt) (MPreg) 4
Matt's eyes shot wide open when he heard a knock. "Matt!" Tom yelled, "hurry and eat breakfast so we could find the gender!" Matt got up happily he almost forgot he was going to find that out today! Tord woke up by Mattt's squealing. Tord groaned, "keep it down please" he told him. Matt leaned down to kiss hi scheek, "today we're going to find out the gender" he told him. Tord smiled. "what are you wanting it to be?" he asked, Matt thought, "a- a boy? im not sure with whatever baby im having is fine." Tord kissed Matt, "well lets eat so we could go."
Mattt bust the front door, "YAAAAAAAY! ITS A BOY!" Tom grabbed some pictures that Matt had of the baby. Edd came to look to, "well he certainly small for being seven months." Matt smiled, "that means he only has two more months!" He hugged Edd and Tom, "IM SO HAPPY!"
Tom saw Tord was looking at other papers, Tom escaped from the hug and went to Tord, "whats that?" he asked, "non of your bussines
Two Makes Three (Tord X Matt) (MPreg) 3
That night Tord stayed with Matt. While Tom and Edd were in the living room. "Why does Tord have to be the dad?" Tom asked himself, Edd just sighed, "we just have to deal with that." Tom looked down, "do you think Tord wants to be the father?"
Edd took a sip of his cola, "of course i mean he does love Matt."
Matt and Tord were watching a movie in his room. "So... have you thought of a name?" Tord asked Matt looked at him, "well i havent found out the gender..." Tord kissed Matt's warm lips. Tord begin to make the kiss hot. Matt moaned a bit. Tord smiled during the kiss, he forgot how much he loved to hear Matt moan. Matt pulled away, "Tord we cant, Edd and Tom are still awake!" Tord just smiled, "Matt cmon."
Matt sighed, "what if they catch us?"
"Then they'll know how we made the baby"
"TORD!" Matt siad shamefully. There was a pause. "im sorry" Matt said silently. Tord stroked his cheek, "dont be." The two kissed again.
"Lets get some sleep" Tord said an
With All My HeartI love you with all my heart
Nothing is gonna change
the way I feel about you
I love you with every breath I take
It fills my heart with Happiness
and takes away the darkness in my life
I love every part of you
It makes me smile every time
You say I love you
I love the way you smile at me
It makes me smile even more
knowing that you truly love me
I love you for all eternity
cause it is you my love
that I want in my life forever
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