Tears crashing around me
as all I do is feel this hurt
The pain deep inside of me
I can't bear to go on much longer
The eyes of glass
the heart that aches
I can't control
the urges i feel inside me
My mind takes over control
of this hurt left unknown
I can't help but to cry
and have the tears falling down my face
I can't take this much longer
so please go on without me
The truth behind every story
the deep hurt i feel inside
I feel like a failure at life
no hope for this life to go on
so please leave me here to suffer
Maybe one day it will all change
I don't really know. Mixed emotions suck
Love you baby and im always here for you
I love you too and I know you are and Im always here for you too <3
have, you started self-harming yet?
I used to do it for 2 or 3 years.... But i slowly quit. Now I just have urges of wanting to feel pain.
how slow? like how long did it take to quit?
It took half a year to a full year to offically quit. I was wanting to quit for awhile.... but didnt. Until i met this Girl, that was upset that I did the cutting, and I didnt want to see her or hear her cry cause she cared about me, which made me offically quit and realize that it was wrong to do so, even though I never did it for suicide. Just for the pain
So... it takes awhle to commit then?