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My life precious giftGrandma is my life's precious gift,
Someone that we will treasure and love forever.
Grandma is someone who cares,
someone who is always loving, to all her family.
A mother, a sister, a grandma too.
A life special gift that God created.
My Grandma always showed love,
who always believed in everyone.
She was a blessing to have,
She's was a treasure like no other.
The warm feeling of love,
that she always gave to her grandchildren
I wouldn't want anybody but you,
And that's why I am so thankful
that life picked you for me.
RIP GrandmaI may not see you,
but the memories are near.
You hold a piece to my heart,
forever you are near.
You have shown the strength,
you have given hope for us all.
Now may you rest in peace,
I love you grandma with all my heart.
I'll cry and mourn,
I'll show the world the pain.
Of the world that needed love,
you have given it to us all.
I love you with all my heart,
now may you rest in peace.
You have given me wonderful memories,
and I'll always remember you deep inside.
You have given me the courage to move on,
you have given me the love I desired.
I love you grandma,
and the memories will always be here.
The meaning of LoveTo love is like heaven,
filled with light at the end of the tunnel.
A bright sweet feeling,
that is for the two of us to share.
To love is like compassion,
that we share forever.
To love and always be loved,
is the best treasure of all.
To love is like a rose,
so delicate and precious,
To love is like a garden,
of wonderful feelings for us to grow.
To love is like infinity,
cause there is never too much to give.
But to love for me is like,
being with that special person.
And to love someone,
is being with that specific person,
and in my life that person,
is You always and Forever.
I wish it never HappenedI wish it never happened
Wish that it was a nightmare.
But the memories keep flooding
and what happened was real.
I wish i wasn't raped,
I wish it was a lie.
I wish you never lied to me,
I wish what we had was real.
I wish I was dead and gone,
I wish the memories never existed.
I rather pretend and live a lie,
then face the real world.
I wish you never laid your hands on me,
I wish it was a nightmare to come.
But it was the truth,
and people have witnessed the crime.
I wish you were never mine.
I wish I was never yours.
These memories wouldn't exist,
if I wasn't foolish in believing.
You have lied from the start,
broken my heart into pieces.
I wish I never felt love,
then maybe what we had would never happen.
Throwing it awayI'm throwing the blade away,
to never cut and feel pain again.
I'm changing the way I feel,
and hope to be stronger in life.
I'm gonna show you all my pain,
instead of hiding behind a mask.
I need to show the world how I feel,
and the coldness deep in my heart.
Throwing the razor away,
was the hardest thing I could do.
But I promise I won't use it,
and in time I'll get better
For you my LoveIf I had the emotions to show you how I feel,
they would be words that can't be spoken of.
If I had my life to spend with you,
I would cherish it as well as my love for you.
If I had a vision to show you how I feel,
it would be a beautiful scene for you and I to share.
If I had a heart so pure for you,
It would be my only love I could ever give to you.
For you I love and no one else,
I'll be beside you until my life ends.
For you I am myself throughout this time,
I'll be the one for you always.
If I showed you the memories deep inside me,
It would be the best experience of our lives.
If I showed you the love that I never told you about,
I promise you it wouldn't be a mistake.
I love you, the love of my life.
You are the one that will always be mine.
You are my life, my love, my forever.
And my love, I promise this would be the best thing to happen to us.
four.you told me you loved me today
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so i admitted that
you make want me
Love Hurts (Matt X Tord) pt. 5
"where are we going?" Matt asked, Tord smiled, "you'll see." He then handed Matt a gun. "w- whats this for?"
"just bring it along."
Matt shruged and followed.
Matt and Tord went downtown where it was night and glommy. Tord and Matt hid behind a wall, that was next to a liquor store. "what are we doing?" Matt asked. Tord kissed him, "dont be scared, just follow my lead" The two both put on a mask. and went in.
"DRIVE! DRIVE!" Matt screamed. Tord did, the two went back to their camping area. Tord laughed as he landed the bed, "Matt that was so fun!" Matt didnt smile, "WE ALMOST GOT KILLED!" Tord chuckled. Matt eyes begin to flood with tears "ITS NOT FUNNY, TORD!" he cried. Tord stopped and walked over to Matt, "but we didn't." Matt sniffed, "thats not helping."
Tord hugged Matt on the back, "i- im sorry, Matt. I thought we could've tried something new." Matt still sobbed, "please stop crying" Tord tolled him. "i- i cant" Matt sniffed, "cause i do
Love Hurts (Matt X Tord) pt 2 During their break in school, Edd raced to his friends. "Hey guys!" he told them, Matt smiled, "Edd!" i need to tell you something!" "what about us?" Tom asked. Matt thought "Edd will tell you guys later" he told them, then took edd behind a tree.
"what is it?" Edd asked, Matt smiled, "i think im in love!" he said but not too loud. "Really?" Edd said, "with who?" Matt bit his lip, "uh... well we ment last night, i was getting mugged-"
"WHAT?!" Edd cut him off, Matt sighed, "then he saved my life, i dont know his name, buuuut, i feel in love with him" Edd facepalm then looked at his friend, "its not love when you dont know his name and saves your life. Its called being a friend" Matt scoffed, "it is so called love, it was love, Edd. Love!" Edd sighed, "eh, okay?"
The two came back, Paul and Tom were talking about girls, Edd decided to join in. Matt felt weird but stayed with his friends. "psst" a voice said. Matt looked around. There at the gate benches was a hand tell
Love Hurts (Matt X Tord) pt. 1 Matt is a ginger. A 14 year old ginger. That has a secret. A secret that he hasn't told any of his friends. Not Tom, Paul, or Edd. But today was the day when he was going to give it up.
Tom sighed as he sat down next to his friends, Matt gulped as he saw his friends sitting down waiting for him. He finally sighed, "alright" he said jittery, "i- i dont want any of you to get mad. O- or hate me. But i need to tell you something that i hid from you three for a very long time." Matt took a deep breath and finally spit it out, "i- im gay." The three of his friends all looked at each other, jaw opened, confussed, or with an 'what the hell?' look. Edd coughed and stood up, "uh.... we dont hate you, Matt o- or mad. We're just shooked."
Tom sighed, "at least he said it to us, before we found out our selves" Edd nodded. Paul rubbed the back of his neck, "i- its fine with me" he smiled. Matt did the biggest smile ever "THANKYOUSOMUCHGUYS!ILOVEYOUALL!" Matt saw their faces of what he s
Two Makes Three (Tord X Matt) (MPreg) 2
Sixth months later, Matt's belly got bigger. Matt didnt want to come out his room. Edd knocked, "Matt!"
"GO AWAY! IM FAT!" the ginger cried. "you're not, fat. You're preganet." Tom told him, suddenly the door knocked. Edd opened it and sigh, "thank god its you" he said, "matt! We have someone here to see you!"
Matt slowly, got out of his room. He gasped when he saw that person. Tord. He exitedly hugged him, "TORD! IM SO HAPPY TO SEE YOU!" he cried, Tord smiled, "uh.. yeah." Matt back up and Tord saw his belly. "wow" he said, "you're big." Matt blushed, "yeah" Edd smiled, "we already told Tord abot your pregnacy."
Matt's smile faded, "how do you feel about that?" he asked. Tord smiled, "Matt, when it comes to you Im never mad" he came over and kissed Matt gently. "aww" Edd said, Tom just made a 'thats gross' face. Tord put his hands on his belly, "so... im a dad. Wonderful."
look sorry about the shortness, just i cant find any more ideas. If you want and be
AskingThey all ask for you after the end.
But somehow we have a beginning.
This was a complete accident.
It wasn't supposed to be like this.
I was supposed to be like them,
Asking for you.
I don't want that anymore.
But now you're asking for me.
And I'm terrified.
LostFar away was a block or two
Far away was until I met you
You were across the state, I didn't care
My feelings for you were beyond compare
And now you're flying across the nation
Leaving here, so there you will station
I wish you wouldn't go away
I have never felt so far away
UntitledI take a drag from
His cigarette, and
The burn feels like
I taste a smooth drink
From his Sauvignon Blanc
And flashback to summer nights
With tequila and drunken giggles
And remembering just how much
Younger you were than me.
His eyes- filled with that glimmer
A man only gains with experience
Inside a woman's lingerie-
Are never as satisfying as yours were.
Every unfamiliar curve of my body
Amazed you and every gasp and moan
You managed to draw from my mouth
Made you smile like you just discovered
Magic does exist.
If you left any marks
You apologized as if you'd
Spilt water on the Mona Lisa.
As well as he treats me, and
As jealous as all of my friends are,
He pales in comparison to the way
We discovered each other and how
The blue of your eyes became
My ocean that summer.
If it kills me. Three things I've learned this year.
one. successfully stealing away a married man is nothing like I'd hoped.
I'd spent so long telling myself that you wold never leave her. When you
finally did I was more disgusted with myself and you than I ever imagined.
I have loved many a married man, I had trained myself to embrace the ending.
When it turned into a beginning I didn't know how to react. On cold mornings
waking in your bed I still find myself waiting for you to go. Forgive me.
two. when you love someone so desperately that you'd change literally every aspect of yourself to appease them, it is time to exit.
You made me so fucking scared of everything. You handed me all of your insecurities. I embodied them the best I could. I threw down my values and donned an apron for you. I grew to hate you. I hated myself. I hated our life together. I grew old. I took back my snarl. I raised my fists. I began to love you indifferently.
Nothing more then what I wantWhen I first met you
My heart raced
a million times faster
then you will ever know
The words I always say
the things I always do
None of it can show you
how I truly feel about you
The miles apart we are
the long talks all the time
Everything that has ever happened
this is all just a new beginning for me
A life full of happiness
a Life full of Hope
In this world we all live in
To me this is all Fate
Nothing can express
Nothing can show
How I truly feel about you
to this day of our life
Cause my love it is true
You mean the whole world to me
and there is nothing I want
more then to live the rest of my life with you
A Bloody, Stupid Miracle The day we’d cured the human condition was the day I put a bullet through my head and didn’t die. It was also the day I realized how scared I actually was of death, and after hours of muscle ache from holding that gauze against my open skull, after the wound closed and everything went back to normal, I had myself a good old-fashioned brainstorm. How ironic.
But when summer came, everything had fallen to shit. The air scorched my skin and parched my tongue every time I took a breath. The sun glared down on a rapidly-collapsing world, full of the undying bastard children of cruelty and misfortune. What was one to do when their cells regenerated faster than they decomposed?
My feet hit the pavement, now littered with jagged bits of glass to snap at my toes, thoroughly baked by the blazing ball of bitter disdain high overhead. Today was worse than yesterday. Though I’d often wondered the purpose of it anymore, I
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