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Why do I bother trying
when you guys don't even caring
Knowing that nothing is ever gonna change\
No matter what I do
Why do I bother living
when I hate everything about myself
Knowing that I lost it all
knowing that I'm losing my mind
Losing weight
Losing sleep
why do I bother trying
when Nothing is ever good enough
Why do I care
when you guys never appreciate me
pretending to be happy
just so everyone around is happy
When deep down it is hurting
knowing that I'm losing it all
knowing that I'm losing myself
and losing this life that I live
so why do I care?
when I know it not gonna get better
that you guys will treat me like I'm nothing
pretending to care, pretending to love me
Just so I feel sorry for you!
then the next you will hurt me
and make me feel
as if everything my fault
So my real question is
why do I care?
why do I want to try
when I know nothing is ever good enough?
when you guys don't even caring
Knowing that nothing is ever gonna change\
No matter what I do
Why do I bother living
when I hate everything about myself
Knowing that I lost it all
knowing that I'm losing my mind
Losing weight
Losing sleep
why do I bother trying
when Nothing is ever good enough
Why do I care
when you guys never appreciate me
pretending to be happy
just so everyone around is happy
When deep down it is hurting
knowing that I'm losing it all
knowing that I'm losing myself
and losing this life that I live
so why do I care?
when I know it not gonna get better
that you guys will treat me like I'm nothing
pretending to care, pretending to love me
Just so I feel sorry for you!
then the next you will hurt me
and make me feel
as if everything my fault
So my real question is
why do I care?
why do I want to try
when I know nothing is ever good enough?
I have issues with sleep. I got Insomnia. I have issues with Eating, it bothers me.... I can't deal with this pain, I can't deal with this life, so why do I care? why do I bother trying?
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*hugs* I don't want you to disappear! I think you are really nice, and even though I only know you through DA, you are still a friend that I cherish! You can not me anytime, I'm a good listener...and Ijust so you know, having sleep issues can contribute to depression, making everything seem worse than it actually is-I'm not saying that it's not bad-just that good sleep might make things a little more tolerable. Please take care of yourself, and if you need to, go see a doctor for sleep meds. Please be ok!