Let this Pain End

This pain
this hatred
the hurt
the unknown feelings

Its killing me inside
eating at me
making me feel guilty
this pain that can never be described

All this hurt
all the emotions
facing them nearly alone
why must these feelings come back?

All this hatred
this hell life I lived
all the crying
all the hurt

Why do I feel this way
Why do I want to be here
Why must I live
a hateful life

Cutting away
easing the pain
all alone
to face these problems

Maybe I should be gone
maybe I should slice my skin
or even overdose
on these pills

Why should I live
let this suicide begin
Maybe just maybe
I will be someplace better....