I want to Be

I want to be strong
like I once was before
Not to feel this pain
that has burden me inside

I want to be the perfect girl
Like everybody expects me to be
Not a fucked up to this world
that this life had made me become

I want to feel like I'm beautiful
and not hide these flaws I have deep inside
To feel like I was meant to be here
and live my life to the fullest

I want to be strong
Instead of hiding from my fears
To face this world
and let this guilt leave for good

I want to feel happy
to know that it's worth it all
To feel that I belong
in this world full of hatred

I want to feel proud
of who I have become
To feel that I accomplished everything
that I always have wanted in the end

I just want to be Me
to be proud of who I am
Not to have fear
and hide away into the darkness

I just want to feel safe
and not live a nightmare
To always have a life to look forward to
and Not hide away from this world anymore