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I need YouI need to feel your touch
I need to love you
I need to hear your heart beat
and to always hear your voice
You lighten up my world
You bring happiness within my life
I need to be with you
to always have smiles on my face
I need you here
I need you there
I need you with all my heart
cause without you I am nothing
I need you to want me
I need you to love me
Cause I will always love you
deep within me
I always want to show you
I always want to be here for you
I need you to be with me
cause without you, I am nothing
So love me forever
love me always
For with you in my life
There will always be love
I need to feel your touch
To hear your voice
I need to always be with you
Cause my love, you complete my world
Dreaming of YouEvery night I dream of you
wishing upon a star
that you were here for real
Every night I lay in bed
a dream so wonderful
cause you are in it
I dream of being with you
to grow old together
a day never apart
only you are in my thoughts
A feeling so wonderful
it is in my heart
the love that grows
stronger each day
Every night I think of you
our love is for real
you are always here
I dream of happiness
being with you all the time
a dream so magical
that everything seem so real
you are here with me
keeping me safe
throughout the night
After all it is just a dream
but I promise you
that one day it will be real
So for now I will just dream
of seeing you in sight
cause some day it will happen
that you will be in my arms
I need a friendI need a friend
to understand what I went through
I need a friend
when I feel alone in this world
I need a friend like you
when things don't go my way
a friend that was there from the beginning
that never once left my side
I need a friend in this world
to not feel this pain anymore
I need someone like you in my life
but one day you walked away from me
All I need in this world
to always have a friend by my side
I used to have a friend in this world
but like everyone else
You walked away from me....
Leave this WorldI will slit my wrists
to watch the blood fall to the floor
to end my life for good
and nobody cry a single tear
I will leave this world
pretend that I never existed
This life dont need me no more
I am better off gone from this world
I will slit my wrists
to ease the pain
I can't take the crying
I can't take this pain
There is no hope in this world
There is no reason to live
I will leave this world for good
Maybe someday I will be reborn
All I wishTears crashing to the ground
heart speeding non stop
the pain that is burden within me
Nobody will truly know how I feel
Blood shot eyes
crying non stop
the emotions deep inside
I can't go on much longer
The world full of hate
the pain that never ends
when will this life end?
cause after all there is no point to it
Nothing left within me
Nothing that can ever change
all the emotions that i feel
all i wish was for my life to end....
You're the love of my LifeI never really knew you
you were just another friend of mine
someone that always cared about me
more then anybody else in this world
You were always there for me
and this is what has guide us
as we have grown so close together
Love has a different story to all
Fate has brought us together
and it has been said to all
that love is an amazing feeling
and it has always been right
You have made it to my heart
a place where nobody could ever reach
You told me I had a purpose to live
and that purpose was to be right beside you
There is no place where I feel loved
not in this world we all known as hell
but with you right beside me
I will always have the love within my life
You have proved that you meant every word
and i have got to say this was best of all
there is no words to express how i feel
but baby it is true
You are the Love of my Life
I have Depressive DisorderI am hopeless I am a failure
I have no goals I just want to end it
I don't know whats real I don't know the truth
I don't want to live on this earth anymore
I am a mistake I am useless
No hope to this world no faith within my life
I can't see the good I can only see the bad
What has this made me become to this day?
I wish it were all to end
This pain I feel deep inside
I don't see anything worth living
I want it to all end tonight
I wish i was never born
I wish i wasn't an issue.
I don't see good within me I can only see the bad
I am ugly I am nothing
I want to leave this world
I have no reason to be here
There is no faith there is no life
I wish I wasn't born
I am a person with depression
I AM WHO I AM!I am Bisexual
Don't like it?
Good for you
cause I dont care what you think
I am Gothic
I am Emo
I am A nerd
but who gives a shit?
I sure as hell don't!
Respect me for WHO I am
Or don't bother talking to me
Cause I will NEVER change
Never have, and never will
I am Bisexual
I am proud to be one
Don't like it?
GOOD for you
I love a guy
I love a girl
It is MY life
NOT yours to control
So don't bother judging me
cause I don't care what you think
I am WHO I am
and thats NEVER gonna change
When I'm with YouWhen I'm with you
everything seems to real
The moments that we cherish
will forever grow
Fate has kept us apart
but our hearts tell us otherwise
cause when I am with you
I feel so real to this world
These emotions that I feel
This love forever grows
Cause baby when I'm with you
You take my breath away.
The love that we cherish
the hearts are together
The moments that we forever share
will be with us for all eternal
I love you with all my heart
That is not a lie
Cause when I am with you
I know that there is a bright future ahead
BrokenGo ahead and drive the blade into my heart,
go ahead and twist,
past the chipped paint,
past the dents and battle scars,
is my beating heart,
drive the blade in,
watch me fall,
better to be dead then to be broken,
am i just a toy to you too,
am i just a puppet to your strings,
when will i ever mean something,
when will i ever be good enough,
after all no one wants a broken toy
I'll Come HomeDylan Perkins, a US soldier who fought in WWII at the age of 17, died in action on May 1, 1943.
This is all he left behind.
Hey Mom, it's Dylan. Is Dad there? Does he talk about me? I know I made him pretty mad when I left...
Has he recovered from his stroke yet? I remember in the last letter you sent me, you said that Dad would be in the hospital for awhile...has it been a while yet? I can't keep track of time anymore. Every day feels the same, but there's something about it...I think it's the fear that you might die at any second. That's what makes it feel so unreal. I try not to be scared though. I always remember your stories about bravery and determination before I go to bed. Sometimes, I even tell the stories to the guys over here. They really like 'em, Mom. You're a famous story-teller! They really like the one where the boy, David, shoots Goliath in the head with a rock. I think it motavates 'em.
Anyway, how are things back at home? James says that his family had to sell
Because Boys Hurt TooThis is for the boy
who cries himself to sleep at night
who cuts his arms and side
who starves himself
who burns and watches his skin melt
i love you
because boys hurt too
MasqueradeShe glides into the room,
Her crimson dress flowing.
Body engulfed in a sweet perfume,
Only half of her face showing.
The candles flicker,
Bowing down as she passes.
Heartbeats become quicker,
Every man's affection she amasses.
Her discomfort begins to tell,
For she is not all that she seems.
To herself she has said farewell,
Haunted by the world of dreams.
Behind the mask lies the pain,
The sharp feeling of regret.
Her composure she must maintain,
Try to forgive and forget.
1:37 AMShe looks in the mirror, tilts her head to the right, stares deep into her eyes. Her peripheral vision dissipates, until she is looking at a stranger.
He walks into the bathroom, closes the door behind him and leans his back against it, breathing heavily, he tilts his head back and hears the sound of lightning, the room lights up for an instant.
It walks on its four legs, sniffing around in the dark, wet and cold, it barks out into the vast nothingness.
She closes her eyes, opens the faucet and lets the water drip on her hands.
He walks towards the mirror, his feet bloody and wet, leaving red prints behind him.
It find's a dead pigeon along the footpath, he wags his tail, and opens his mouth.
She hears a loud, piercing sound, and her eyes open wide.
He sees a pair of scissors, reflected to his left, his hand moves sharply in that direction.
It hears a car screech, and instinctively bolts into the shadows.
She sees nothing but black.
He feels nothing at all.
It hears voices approaching.
Locked and LoadedI am broken. I’m a waste.
Tell me something I don’t know
Say it to my face
You think you know me better
‘Cause of things you don’t remember
You’re trying to make me hurt
My self-esteem’s in the dirt
Pick out all my flaws and laugh at every one
I’m just a stubborn kid with a loaded gun
In the middle of the desert
Taking shots at the sun
But my body is the M16
My mouth is the trigger
My lungs; the magazine
And if you can’t already see
I’m about ready
To go on a killing spree
If you can’t shut up long enough
To hear what I have to say
Then I’m locked and loaded
Have a nice day.
If Only They KnewWe hide away from the pain,
Your scars covered with sleeves,
Your sadness, masked with a smile,
If only they knew, if only…
The eyes of many always watching,
Waiting for that one mistake,
All they want is for you to fall,
But you’re strong,
Keeping all the pain inside,
Hiding behind that beautiful smile,
If only they knew,
All you want is to cry out,
You just need that shoulder,
That one friend to lend a hand,
But when you need them the most,
You turn them away,
Your reassuring words sending you further into the darkness,
If they only knew,
The eyes of many always watching,
Waiting for that one mistake,
Waiting to see you fall,
You stand on the edge,
The water below calling out to you,
All you have to do is fall,
Fall and the world will catch you,
She doesn’t ask questions,
Her arms spread wide waiting for you,
She won’t judge you if you fall,
She knows the pain you feel,
We hide away from the pain,
Your scars covered with sleeves,
Your sadness, masked with a s
Wasted Words.Wasted Words.
We wait for the last possible moment.
Even when confronting our opponents.
How we truly feel.
We hide behind our counterfeit expressions.
Conceal and contain our countless confessions.
Failing to announce,
What our mouths long to pronounce.
We purposely squander opportunities.
Maintaining our positions within our communities.
Avoiding any disclosure,
Reducing the risk of exposure.
We use humour to dilute what we actually say.
Because the truth does not have to be revealed today.
We know there always is a tomorrow,
So today has not got to be filled with sorrow.
We wait and wait.
Stall and prolong.
Until it’s too late
And the moment has gone.
There is never a convenient time.
For us to say what is really on our minds.
It takes the sight of a death bed.
Feather FragileHer heart is feather fragile
Hidden so deep inside
Fractured and hard to handle
Her broken lullaby
Ghostly words echoing through her
A coldness like winter
Any moment may undo her
Lonely and splintered
Clouds heavy with the tears of an angel
That was caught and is hopelessly tangled
In the web of lies that the world has weaved
A fabrication she thought she believed
Her halo slips and it falls to the cold ground
Shatters asunder; not a single sound
Her tears soon follow and they washed away
Any little hope that might have remained
Her heart, so feather fragile
Behind a lock and a matching key
Nobody will ever handle
This heart that belongs to me
The sky goes pale with a lifeless shade of grey
As the sun sets light begins to fade away
In one last final effort, she struggles to break free
Tears now staining her delicate paper wings
Realizing that her fate isn't something she can escape
She cries alone in solitude, unwillingly she waits
Counting stars, wondering if they care
I am a GirlI am a girl who smiles
when things aren't always happy
I am a girl who cries
but stands up and starts over
I am a girl who is Bisexual
that loves both of the sexes
I am a girl in love
with 2 people
I am a girl that is strong
when most are weak
I am a girl that smiles all the time
when everything is falling apart
I am a girl that sheds a tear
but starts all over again
I am a girl that never gives up
when things don't go her way
I am a girl with a heart
a girl that is in love
I am a girl that cares deeply
for those she truly loves
I am a girl who is in love
with a guy as well as a girl
I am a girl that is Bisexual
and stands up for what she believes is right
I am not a whore
I am not a slut
I am just a girl
that should be treated fairly
I am a girl with a difference
I am a girl with opinions
I am a girl that does not care
I am a girl who will always be Me
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