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The way I feel about youI will love you with all my heart
but even then it won't ever show
how much you mean the world to me
I will love you with every breath I take
and with every beats within my heart
but to be honest, it will not show
I will love you forever in my life
but even when I'm gone
the memories will always come with me
Cause I love you with every piece of me
my heart, my soul, my life
it is forever yours to keep
So I will just love you
I will express how I truly feel
but baby deep down, it will never explain
The way I feel about you.
Not good EnoughI've tried my whole life
but I am not good enough
Nothing but a failure
Nothing but a mistake in this life
No matter what happens
No matter what I do
Nothing is ever good enough
and all i feel is tears in my eyes
Why bother trying?
when you know your not good enough
No matter what anybody says
It will never be the same in my eyes
The tears that fall
the cuts that don't heal
all the pain I feel inside
I never wanted to live
There is no point
there is no other feeling
but this pain deep within me
a pain that nobody knows...
I will never be good enough
I will never be the best
Cause I'm worthless to this world
and that is what I think of Myself
The KnifeI take this knife
placing it to my wrist
cutting a little futher
to feel the pain on my arms
The blood pours down
on the arms that are numb
a way to feel
a way to make pain
I take this blade
slice my arm completely
cutting every inch
feeling my pulse beat non stop
To cry my heart out
feeling every ounce of pain
No end to this misery
Nothing left to feel
A tear falls to the ground
the blade across my wrist
I take this knife
and will end my life for good
I dont see a PointNot sure how i feel
but this pain never truly ends
my sleep turns to nightmares
the dreams will never come by
the way i feel in this life
there was never a point on me living
cause why live this life
with all these issues in your life...
there is no place like other
this is the darkness that lives in me
Nobody will truly understand
cause afterall i am a ghost to this world
The tears that crash around me
the blood that pours down the veins
all I truly want in life
was to know a purpose of living...
I don't see that my life was worth it
it is burden deep inside me
I don't know why I'm still here
cause to me this was a mistake to begin with....
Spending my Life with youI just want to hold you tightly
and never let you go
To always make you smile
and never had a tear
I want to love you
more then words could ever show
cause my love it is true
I want to spend the rest of my life with you
There is no other in my life
nobody that will truly know how I feel
but you have proved to me
that there is more then hatred in this life
You're my life
and the one that i want to be with
cause baby it is true
You are forever the one I don't want to be without
All I wishTears crashing to the ground
heart speeding non stop
the pain that is burden within me
Nobody will truly know how I feel
Blood shot eyes
crying non stop
the emotions deep inside
I can't go on much longer
The world full of hate
the pain that never ends
when will this life end?
cause after all there is no point to it
Nothing left within me
Nothing that can ever change
all the emotions that i feel
all i wish was for my life to end....
You're the love of my LifeI never really knew you
you were just another friend of mine
someone that always cared about me
more then anybody else in this world
You were always there for me
and this is what has guide us
as we have grown so close together
Love has a different story to all
Fate has brought us together
and it has been said to all
that love is an amazing feeling
and it has always been right
You have made it to my heart
a place where nobody could ever reach
You told me I had a purpose to live
and that purpose was to be right beside you
There is no place where I feel loved
not in this world we all known as hell
but with you right beside me
I will always have the love within my life
You have proved that you meant every word
and i have got to say this was best of all
there is no words to express how i feel
but baby it is true
You are the Love of my Life
Let my Life endI've lost hope for a long time
there is no way to turn back
all these feelings that I feel inside
when will my life dearly end?
Maybe I will take one last shot
to end my life fully
cause after all I'm just a problem
a person not needed no more
I will take my own life for good
It is better then living in Misery
I can't help but burst out crying
Cause in the end I am no longer alive
All the pain that I have ever felt
its so deep inside
I can't help but let my life end
Cause after all I'm just a mistake to begin with
List of My PhobiasList of my Phobias
Acrophobia- Fear of heights.
Aeroacrophobia- Fear of open high places.
Agyrophobia- Fear of streets or crossing the street.
Aichmophobia- Fear of needles or pointed objects.
Amaxophobia- Fear of riding in a car.
Anablephobia- Fear of looking up.
Anthropophobia- Fear of people or society.
Aphenphosmphobia- Fear of being touched.
Arachnephobia or Arachnophobia- Fear of spiders.
Atelophobia- Fear of imperfection.
Athazagoraphobia- Fear of being forgotton or ignored or forgetting.
Atychiphobia- Fear of failure.
Aviophobia or Aviatophobia- Fear of flying.
Bathmophobia- Fear of stairs or steep slopes.
Batophobia- Fear of heights or being close to high buildings.
Cacophobia- Fear of ugliness.
Catagelophobia- Fear of being ridiculed.
Catapedaphobia- Fear of jumping from high and low places.
Catoptrophobia- Fear of mirrors.
Chronomentrophobia- Fear of clocks.
Claustrophobia- Fear of confined spaces.
Cleithrophobia or Cleisiophobia- Fear of being locked in an enclosed
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