RIPYou always put a smile on my face,when days I feel like crying.You were always there as a friend,when I needed someone that understood.You will forever be missed,a special friend, teacher and family member.You are always in my thoughts,and forever within my heart.I'll miss you Mr Cooke,and hope to see you in my later years.I will remember all the times you made me smile,and especially the days you made me laugh.
AnorexiaI turn from food,its a poision that I dont need.It makes me ugly,fat,disgust,hateI turn away from it all,for the desire to be thinner.I look into a mirror,clouded by disgust and despair.Hate,guilt,uglyThis is what I am known to be.The desire to be thinner,is the way to go.Food is my enemy,Food makes me fat.I wish to be thinner.So I starve myself everyday.This is the life Ive always lived.A life of Anorexia is what I am known to be
Do you still love me?Do you still love me?Could we ever have a fresh start?Would you still want to be considered mine?As I already think of you as my only.I promise I won't hurt you again,I just want to leave the past behind.Do you still love me?Like I still love you?How much do you truly care?Can you ever forgive the reckless things I've done?How much do I mean to you?You mean more to me then words ever known.Would we ever start over?Will you consider to love me again?
Some daysSome days I cry myself to sleep,wishing that these nightmares would just go away.Some days I think about self harm,will it make me feel better?Some days I wish my life were to end,then maybe everyone would be better off without me.Some days I wish I could change the past,the choices I made I regret to this day.Some days I want to be free,but I feel like a caged bird trying to escape.Some days I wish you would realize,that I didn't mean to hurt you.Maybe if I disappear,all the pain and heartache would finally disappear....
I still love you...I think of you as a friend,but not only that I thought of you as a lover.I blew this by chance,when I didnt know what love truly was.I think of you always,wishing you were still with me.But I blew this like always,I do still truly care.You will always be my lover,you will always be a friend of mine.The distance was the hardest of all,If you were near, I'd still be with you.I'll always love you,even if things arent always right.You were the best there ever was,but I screwed up when I walked away from you.
Knowing you're thereKnowing that you're there,keeps me going until the end.Knowing that there is a purpose,makes my life worth living.Knowing that there is happiness,makes me smile inside and out.Knowing that you shine through the darkness,makes the light become brighter.Knowing that there wasn't a mistake,meant I lived my life fully.Knowing that you are the one,makes me worth living for.
You're the ReasonYou're the reason I get up every dayYou're the reason I smile, just knowing that you care.You're the real reason I can love,I can show passion when you are near in sight.You're the truth, that lies within my life.The moment we met, I knew this was love.You're the reason, I can believe in myself.You're the reason, I can live for another tomorrow.You're the reason I say I love you,when I never knew what love truly meant.You're the reason I show myself in this world,to prove that my life was never a mistake.You're the reason I'll live my life,to believe in myself, and to conquer this world.You are the reasonThat I'll live my life knowing you are there with me.