Everyday

Everyday the pain consumes
More and more as time passes by
Everyday I start to give up,
the more the pain has burden inside...

Everyday I lose hope in life
Abuse after abuse
trauma after trauma,
I dont see hope left in my life..

Everyday I lose my grip,
i feel more sadness, than ever felt before...
But everyday I pretend to smile..
than maybe this pain will be gone forever

But this was a lie that I told myself,
the pain is still inside me..
and these memories still arise.

Everyday I will try to smile...
maybe one day it will be gone for good..
Everyday it makes struggles in my life,
but not a moment to spare, i find ways to cope..

So everyday I will fake a smile,
not cry a single tear..
Maybe in the end I will become strong...
and maybe an Angel will take me high above.

Cause in the end, I dont deserve this pain
Maybe the sadness will so disappear.
So everyday I will fake a smile...
and maybe one day, someone will take this pain away...