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Panic Attacks that never end
Feeling trapped,
in the world of unknown.
Thoughts racing all around,
unable to escape the urges.
Hiding from the pain,
forgetting the real world.
Thoughts surrounded me,
how do you escape in this world?
Feeling useless,
trying to be perfect.
Nothing is ever right,
my mind starts to wander on its own.
How do you live in fear?
Unable to cope what is all around.
How do you live a life of torment?
That surrounds you every day of your pathetic life.
Running from this world,
trying to find freedom.
Not knowing where it begins,
unable to cope what is all around.
How do you trust yourself?
When this world is a cruel place.
How do you find the courage to go on?
When all you want to do is escape and be free.
Trembling hands that won't stop.
Sweating and a heart that races.
How do you stop the attacks?
When you can't even control your thoughts.
Shaking and feeling uneasy.
Wishing there is a way out.
How do you control the panic?
That makes you go crazy and want to run away.
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When you look at me
When you look at me,
you'll notice that I've changed
Deep down, there is a demon inside,
wanting to fight the darkness that surrounds the soul.
When you look at me,
you start to notice the pain.
Deep down, is someone struggling to be free.
Free of hatred, free of this world.
When you look at me,
you start to see me fall.
Fall like rain, like the tears rolling down.
You'll start to notice my existence,
and the life that I can't wish to bear.
When you look at me,
you start to see the hurt.
The pain so deep,
that it hurts to breathe.
When you look at me,
You'll see that I've vanished.
Vanished in thin air,
nothing but dust all around.
When you look at me,
I'll soon be gone.
Be free of my mind
Be free of this world.
When you look at me,
I'll hope for a better life.
Life of the unknown
escaping this prison I've lived in.
When you look into my eyes,
all you see is glass shattering.
My soul is forgotten
and I'll soon be free of my pathetic existence.
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Mature content
Living with BPD :iconmyloveforyoueternity:MyLoveForYouEternity 7 7
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Endless Days
Days of endless struggle,
trying to free myself of this world.
Days that I hope to move on,
go forward and be free of my mind.
Days of endless struggle,
trying so hard not to fail.
Hope that there is a way out,
but drowning myself in my own sorrow.
Days of endless struggle,
trying so hard to be perfect.
Yet nobody seems to care,
nobody seems to understand the pain I endure.
Days of endless struggle,
I take my own life in my mind.
A prison caved in,
maybe this is what my life was meant for.
Days of endless struggle,
struggle to be alive in a cruel world.
There isn't hope left in me,
maybe leaving will be better for everyone else.
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Who Exactly Am I?
Deep in my slumber, the darkness of my eyes and the depths in my soul. I wanted to be perfect in someone else's eyes. Cause deep down I truly resent myself. I hate who I am and who I have become. If only I was perfect, maybe someone will cherish me, but I'm not someone that anyone wants. Instead I'm used, beaten, abused and forgotten. I am worthless to the human existence and the world of unknown.
All I wanted was to try my hardest to make someone proud of me. But all I see are my flaws and weaknesses that nobody wants. I desire and crave love, attention and care. But honestly I truly never had that in my life. Deep down I'm broken and alone. I'm used as an object and treated like dirt. The hardest part of it all is to me that is how I feel about being loved. That's all that ever showed me meaning of my existence.
I am always forgotten. I'm a mistake and in the end left abandoned where nobody cares or wants me anymore. They forget about me and they forget about my desires, needs and wa
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You're with me everyday,
telling me that you are my friend.
You said things would get better,
that Ill be a healthy woman for all to see.
I pretend that this is real,
but you're killing me inside.
I starve myself everyday,
for the desire to be free of this world.
Free of hatred that I thought of myself,
Now food is my worse enemy.
I can't look at it,
without being sick.
You took control of me,
You kept going,
Telling me it'll be okay.
But you are killing me everyday.
I'm tired of feeling this way,
tired of the way I am.
You are killing me slowly,
I am done with you for good.
Anorexia you are pathetic,
You are worthless to me.
I have finally come to realize,
that soon I'll be able to recover from you.
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My Name is Tiffany. Most call me Tiff or Tiffy for short.

I love animals. They are my life. My favourites are Kitties. Puppies. Horses. and i LOVE reptiles. Like snakes and iguanas

I have the most amazing boyfriend ever. I love him so much. He is my world.

I'm a all around poet. Mostly Gothic/romantic/emotional. I also love to draw and work with photoshops. Photography is my passion.

I am a Gamer girl. I mainly play RPG games. I love Dungeons and Dragons. Warcraft. Skyrim. Kingdom Hearts etc.

I'm a reader. I mainly read Fantasy. Medievil. Horror or Manga.

My favourite classes are Art. Psychology. Sciences (Biology. Chemistry. Physics and Astronomy) I also love Math mainly Algebra. I like English and History (mainly ancient, Greek and medieval history)

I support Gay rights. It should be allowed!!!

Favourite colors are Purple. Black. Blue. Red.

Watch me. View my artwork. Favourite my stuff :)

Welcome to my Page. Enjoy!!

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People annoy me ^^

Harsh words are forgotten but the pain never truly fades.

I'm sorry if I,
CRY too much..
SMILE too big..
LAUGH a lot..
SING in the car..
CUT my wrist..
DANCE in the rain..
SLEEP on the floor..
TALK too loud..
TRY too hard..
But just remember I'm me, not you.
Repost this on your page if you've been judged

Have you ever wanted to talk,
But never really dared?
Or miss that opportunity
To tell them that you cared?
Pretended that it doesn't hurt
And said that it's okay?
And spent each day wishing
It'd all just go away?
Acted how your "supposed to"
So no one knew you cried?
And never let them see
How you really felt inside?
put this on ur page if u have EVER felt this way! UR NOT ALONE!

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Stamp: Not Antisocial 2 by AkaSunshine hello kitty stamp by SavannaH09 Hello Kitty Fan by loucerise Sticks N Stones Stamp 2 by JetProwerTheFox
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10 things you might not know about me:

1. Im BISEXUAL and proud

2. I have two disabilities (Fasd and adhd.....Fetal alcohol syndrome disorder and Attention deficit hyperactive disorder) I also have mental illnesses (clinical depression, social and generalized anxiety and ptsd)

3. Im emo and Goth.

4. I'm a tomboy

5. I HATE homophobia

6. I LOVE anime and manga!

7. I'm a Gamer Girl

8. I do draw, but Im not the greatest at it

9. I'm childish, but I cant help it

10. MUSIC is my life forever

Repost this if you believe homophobia is wrong

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love

My favourites:


Vampire Diaries
Family Guy
South Park
Doctor Who
Star Wars


Lord of the Rings Trilogy
Disney movies
Back to the Future Trilogy
Iron Man (all)
Captain America
All of Star Wars
Underworld (all)


Dungeons and Dragons Online
Age of Empires
Kingdom Hearts
Sonic the Hedgehog
Mario Party
Mario Galaxy
Call of Duty
Final Fantasy


Three Days Grace
Simple Plan
Within Temptation


Girl with the Dragon Tattoo
House of Night novels
Hunger games
Stephen King
Sword of Truth novels
Eragon series


DragonBall Z

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Current Residence: A darken life, a darken world
Favorite genre of music: metal, rock, hard rock, country, classical, death metal
Favorite style of art: Manipulations. Photography. Gothic art. Literature.
MP3 player of choice: anything good lol
Shell of choice: ?
Wallpaper of choice: Gothic. Anime.
Skin of choice: ..?
Personal Quote: "Cant judge a book by it's cover!"
[X] You hate the world. 
[X] You hate society.  
[X ] You think vampires are cool.  
[x] You write poetry. 
[ X] You have colored your hair black on Halloween.  
[/ ] You wear black/blue eyeliner. (not often)
[x ] You write poetry that's not for school. 
[x ] You are freakishly obsessed with darkness.
[x] You think love is a waste of time. 
[x] You've given up on the world. 
Total= 9.5

[ ] You've shopped at Hot Topic.  
[ ] You've spent over $100 at Hot Topic. 
[ ] You wear more bracelets than a Russian. 
[ ] You own a dog collar, that's not for your dog.
[ ] You're extremely pale.
[ ] You are a member of a poetry site.
[ ] Your screen name has been an oxymoron.
[/] You are an atheist or agnostic. (im Pagan)
[ ] You don't believe in god. (not just one god)
[ ] Your screen name has/had X's in it.
Total =  10

[x] You have been referred to as scary. 
[ ] You have been referred to as demented.
[x] You have been referred to as weird.
[x ] You have been known to hate teachers.
[] You have been known to cause 
[x] Your hair has been dyed a color that was not natural. 
[ ] You have at least one photoshopped picture on myspace.  
[x] You think pictures look better in greyscale or sepia tone. 
[x] You are scared of yourself sometimes. 
Total =  16

[x] Suicide has crossed your mind. 
[x] You have screamed before. 
[] You use big words that no one has ever heard before on occasion. 
[x ] You've seen The Exorcist. 
[ x] You liked The Exorcist.
[x ] You've seen Saw.
[x ] You liked Saw.
[ ] You've done voodoo.
[] You hate sports.
[x ] You dress up as the most morbid thing possible on Halloween.
Total =  23

[x] Halloween is one of your favorite holidays.
[x] You have an obsession with fire.
[x] You have only a couple of actual friends
[] You're not afraid of spiders.
[x] You have had a conversation about how you want to die. (
[x ] You wear/worn black nail polish
[ ] One or more of your myspace pics had writing on them.
[ ] You have had the word "...." in your display name. 
[x] You love art. 
[x] You like art with negative meanings. 
Total =  30

[ ] You like skinny jeans.
[x] Music is life. 
[] Your hair covers part of your face. 
[x ] You wear/wore band shirts
[x ] You know who Jeffree Star is.
[ ] You wear/wore converse.
[ ] You wear/wore vans.
[ ] You have/had your lip pierced.
[ x] You listen to Saves The Day, Emanual, and Saliva. (LOVE Saliva)
Total =  34

[ ] You are in a band.
[x ] You like My Chemical Romance.
[ x] You also like Green Day.
[] You know what mosh means. 
[x] You sit in corners often. 
[x] You hate MTV. 
[x ] You take pictures of yourself a lot. 
[ ] Especially ones where you can't see your whole face.
Total =   39

[x] You are lost without a CD player/iPod/mp3.  
[] You have/had thick rimmed glasses. 
[x] You have no issues with bi/gay people.
[ ] You have/had a Mohawk.
[x] You like Slipknot. 
[] You hate where you live.  
[x] Black is a great color.  
Total =  43

[x] Right now you are listening to music. 
[ ] You know what hxc and sxc means.  
[ ] Myspace  
[x] Hot Topic doesn't scare me.
[x] You wear/wore studded belts.
[ x] You have cried while listening to Hawthorne Heights. 
[ ] For Guys: I have worn girls jeans.
[x] You cry a lot. 
[ ] You write on yourself.
[x ] You have been called emo before.
Total =  49

For your final points, multiply it by 2, and post this as: "I am % edgy"  
I am not going to tag anyone else, but if anyone wants to do this survey you are more than weldcome.
  • Listening to: Country music
  • Drinking: orange pop
( i forgot to take this on New Year's, whoops Sweating a little... )

2016 Meme

-Did you get your heart broken?: Yes
-Did you change at all this year?: Yes
-Did you dye your hair?: Yes
-Did you get your hair cut?: Yes
-Did you change your style?: Meh
-Did you get good grades?: wasnt in school
-Did you drive?: A bit
-Did you move at all?: Yes I did
-Did you go on any vacations?: No

-Did you break up with anyone?: Yes
-Did you meet anyone special?: Yes
-Did you fall in love?: Yes
-Are you going into 2017 with a boyfriend/girlfriend?: Nope

-Did you meet any new friends this year?: Yes
-Did any of your friendships end?: Yes
-Did you dislike anyone?: Yes
-Did you make any new enemies?: No
-Did you resolve any fights?: Yes
-Who was your closest friend?:have a couple
-Did you grow apart from anyone?: Yes
-Do you have any regrets when it comes to your friendships?: Yes
-Have you had your birthday yet?: ?
-Pulled an all nighter?: Yes
-Drank Starbucks?: No
-Bought something(s)?: Yes
-Met someone special who changed your life?: Yes

-What are you thinking about?: Someone
-Would you get married if you could right now?: fuck no
-How did you feel when you woke up today?: shit
-Are you good at hiding your feelings?: Sometimes
-Have you ever had a really big fight with a best friend?: Yes
-Do you like to have long hair or short hair?: Medium
-Would you be able to tell someone you love them, even if you didn't feel it?: Dont know
-Which of your friends do you argue with the most?: not many
-How many texts are in your inbox?: Idk
-Who was your last text message from?: a friend
-Who was the last person you rode in a car with?: My friend
-Who made your profile picture?: no one
-Would you rather smile over a lie or cry over the truth?: cry over the truth
-What’s on your bedroom floor right now?:everything
-Do you trust people too easily?: No
-Are you satisfied with what you currently have in life?: Somewhat
-Last thing you ate?: i dont even know
-How many people are you texting?: a couple
-Will you be in bed within twenty minutes?: Nope im at work although sleep sounds good
-What is the last non-alcoholic beverage you had?: Monster energy drink
  • Listening to: Country music
  • Drinking: orange pop
1. Are you single?

2. Date girls or boys?
Both, i'm bi

3. Done any drugs?
Yes but not hard drugs

4. How old are you?
23 and half

5. Adidas or Nike?

6. Why did you and your ex break up?
He cheated

7. What’s the most traumatic thing that’s happened to you?
I was assaulted and abused

8. Do you have any siblings? 

9. How tall are you? 

10. Do you smoke?

11. Ever been to a festival?

12. What’s your favorite food?

13. Favorite pair of shoes?
My black leather boots

14. Would you ever be in a long distance relationship?
I have and its not something im into

15. Would you ever have a threesome?

16. Have you had a threesome?
Not yet

17. If someone paid you to delete your tumblr how much would you insist it be?
Dont have it

18. What was your last lie?
Dont remember

19. Best compliment you have ever received?

20. What is your greatest strength or weakness?
Strength - nothing
Weakness -everything

21. What is your perfect pizza? 
meat lovers

22. What was your first thought when you woke up this morning?
i want to go back to bed

23. Do you get along with your family?

24. Ugly and live forever or attractive and die in a year?
Ugly & live forever

25. What cheers you up?
my cats

26. Weed or Alcohol?

27. What turns you on?

29. How many people have you slept with?
a few

30. How many followers do you have? 

31. Who is your favourite rapper?

32. Who’s your favourite artist? like on dA?
a few

33. If you had to fuck a celebrity who would you fuck?

34. If someone paid you 1million would you fuck Lindsey Lohan’s dad? 

35. Kendall Jenner or Kylie Jenner? 

36. What’s the weirdest thing that’s ever happened to you?

37. What’s the funniest thing that’s ever happened to you? 

38. Do you have a job?

39. On a scale of 1 to 10 how much does tumblr rule your life?

40. If you could sell your soul what would you want in return? 
Happiness for the rest of my life

41. Ever sent nudes?

42. Would you ever shave your head? 

43. Would you rather sniff coke or MDMA? 

44. Instagram or Facebook?

45. Last person that text you?

46. What’s the worst thing you’ve ever done?

47. Ever cheated on a partner?

48. Ever self harmed?

49. If you had to choose one way to die what would it be?

50. Do you have a crush?
  • Listening to: Country music
  • Drinking: orange pop
13 Facts About Me
1) I love basketball
2) I love cats
3) Trying to quit smoking
4) Love the outdoors
5) Im Pagan
6) I have 1 cat who i love very much
7) I love all types of music
8) I like helping people
9) Im a sex addict
10) I am a gamer
11) I have 2 disabilities and a few mental illnesses
12) I see a dietitan
13) I love anything historic

1. Which do you prefer, hot or cold? (weather wise)
Neither in between

2. If you were to go to one place in the world, where would you go?

3. Favorite meme? (if you know any)
fetish meme lmao

4. Favorite youtuber?
a few

5. Are you a people fan, a shy one, or an awkward one?
between shy and awkward

6. What genre of video games do you like?
RPG, racing and shooting

7. What would your spirit animal be?

8. What's your fav OC?

9. Favorite band?
Twenty One Pilots, Maroon 5

10. Have YOU seen my lemons?

11. Where's the baby?

12. Favorite show?
Vampire Diaries

13.Favorite food?
  • Listening to: Country music
  • Drinking: orange pop

1. Name: Tiffany
2. Nickname(s): Tiff or Tiffy
3. Birthday: July 30th, 1993
4. That makes you: 23 and half
5. Where were you born: Manitoba
6. Location right now: My house
7. Shoe size: 8
8. How many piercings?: 2
9. Tattoos?: None
10. When you wake up you're: Tired
11. When your about to sleep you're: Wide awake
12. Zodiac sign: Leo
13. Chinese sign: Rooster
14. Righty or Lefty: Righty
15. Innie or Outie: Innie
16. School: went to a bunch

Section Two: Looks

17. Nationality: Irish and Metis
20. Weight: 100lbs
21. Height: 5'4
22. Braces? Nope
23. Glasses? Sometimes

Section Three: Private Life

24. Do you have a boy/girlfriend? you can say that
25. If so, who? not saying
26. If not, do you have a crush on someone? 
27. Who has a crush on you? someone
28. Ever cheated on your bf/gf? no
29. Who was your first kiss: an idiot
30. Who was your last kiss: someone
31. Are you a virgin? No an idiot raped me
32. Ever had a threesome before? no
33. NQ- Ever been swarmed by ladybugs?: No
34. Have you ever been in love? yes
35. Broken any hearts? yeah
36. Got your heart broken? Yes
37. Ever liked a friend? yes
38. What happened? wasnt gonna work

Section Four: Past Relationships 

39. How many relationships have you been in? 5
40. How many were serious enough to count: 1
41. Who were those serious ones: not saying
42. NQ- Who USED to be your best friend: someone
43. What made them different: life
44. What happened: life
45. Best boy/girlfriend: someone
46. Worst boy/girlfriend:the ex that raped me
47. Ever been kissed: Yes
48. Who do you want back: no one
49. What do you regret: Everything
50. Why? cause life sucks

Section Five: Favourites

51. Song: S&M by Rihanna
52. Movie: Lord of the Rings
53. Food: Pizza
54. Drink: Pepsi
55. Store: Urban Planet
56. Television show: Vampire Diaries
57. Holiday: Halloween
58. Book: Salem Lot by Stephen King
59. Ice cream: Chocolate Mint
60. Sweets: idk
61. Crisps: idk
62. Type of music: Country, metal, classic rock
63. Artist: idk
64. Word: Fuck
65. Time of day: Night 
66. Dressing: None
67. Alcoholic drink: Rum and coke
68. Colour(s): Black and Purple
69. Piece of clothing: sweaters
70. Character: dunno
71. Smell: Lavender
72. Shampoo: Dove
73. Soap: idk
74. Smiley: :rofl:
75. Board game: D&D
76. Sport: Hockey and Basketball
77. Number: 7
78. Quote: "Go deep, fuck harder"
79. Animal: Cats
80. Actor: Jason Statham
82. Vegetable: Corn and Peas
83. Fruit: Watermelon and blueberries
84. Place to be: anywhere
85. Thing in your room: bed
86. Gum: winterfresh
87. Shape: Heart
88. Country: Canada
89. Mall: Polo Park
90. Car: Chevy
91. Boy's name: Sebastian
92. Girl's name: Ariel or Aurora
93. Family member: My mom
94. Restaurant: Red Star
95. Movie place: Cinema
96. Person to go to the movies with: friends
97. Noise: Music
98. Brand of Shoe: Converse
99. Brand of clothing: idk
100. Body part of a chicken: chicken balls lmao jk....Leg
101. Swear word: Fuck
102. Month: idk
103. Possession: My phone
104. Team: Toronto Maple Leafs
105. Season: Spring
106. Radio station: idk
107. Magazine: None
108. Favourite grade: idk
109. Least favourite grade: idk
110. Teacher: idk
111. Least favourite teacher: idk
112. Subject: Art  and Psychology
113. Subject to talk about: Psychology

Section Six: Family

114. Who's your mum?: my adopted mom
115. Who's your dad?: adopted dad
116. Any step-parents?: Nope
117. Any brothers?:yes
118. Any Sisters?: no
120. Coolest: idk
121. Loudest: Me
122. Best relative: idk
123. Worst relative: idk
124. Do you get along with your parents? sometimes
125. With your siblings? seldom
126. Does anyone understand you? meh
127. Do you have any pets? yes
128. If so, what kind and name? Cats, Tater, Chomper, Gizzy, Pepper
129. If not, what do you want as a pet? Another cat

Section Seven: School

131. Are you still in school? No
132. Did you drop out?: No
133. Your current GPA: idk
134. Do you buy or bring lunch?: Both
135. ABC's?: huh
136. Favorite class: Psychology
137. Play any sports at school?: Track
138. Are you popular? Nah
139. Favourite memory: No
140. Most humiliating moment: Alot
141. Most funniest moment: idk
142. Most scared moment: being beaten an assaulted

Section Eight: What do you think of when you hear

145. Chicken: Nugget
146. Dog: woof
147. Christina Aguilera: ugly
148. Ricky Martin: idk
149. 50 cent: 1rapper
150. Poop: shit
151. Beach: Sex
152. Dessert: Stressed backwards
153. Water: H2O
154. Osama: idk
155. Love: heart
156. Your little brother: annoying
157. Butt: idk
158. Clowns: scared
159. Wonder: Woman
16o. Brown: Eyed girl
161. Banana: Penis
162. Sex: Yes 
163. Parents: idk
164. Homosexuals: pride
165. God: make belief

Section Nine: Do you believe in

166. God: No
167. Heaven: No
168. Devil: Yes
169. Hell: Yes
170: Boogy man: no
171. Closet Monsters: no
172. Fortune tellings: somewhat
173. Magic:  Yes
174. Love at first sight: No
175. Ghosts: Yes
176. Voo-doo dolls: Yes
177. Reincarnation: No
178. Yourself: No

Section Ten: Do you

179. Smoke: Yes
180. Do drugs: Used to
181. Drink alcohol: Used to
182. Cuss: Yes
183. Sing in the shower: No
184. Like school: No
185. Want to get married: Doubt it
186. Type with all of your fingers: No
187. Think you're attractive: Sometimes
188. Drink and drive: No
189. Snore: No
190. Sleep walk: Used to
191. Like watching sunrises and sunsets: Yes

Section Eleven: Have you ever

192. Flashed someone: Yes
193. Gotten so drunk til you threw up everywhere: Yes
194. Told that person how you felt: Yes
195. Been arrested: Yes
196. Gone to jail or juve: Nope
197. Skateboarded: No
198. Skinny dipped: No
199. Rock climbed: Yes
200. Killed someone: No
201. Watched porn: Yes
202. Gone on a road trip: Yes
203. Went out of the country: No
204. Talked back to an adult: I am an adult
205. Broken a law: Yes
206. Got pulled over: No
208: Cried to get out of trouble: Yes
209. Let a friend cry on your shoulder: Yes
210. Kissed a brother's or sister's friend: No
211. Kissed a friend's brother or sister: No
212. Dropped something on the floor and let someone eat it anyways: No
213. Moon someone: Yes
214. Shop-lifted: No
215. Worked at McDonald's: No
216. Eaten a dog: TearsNo
217. Give money to a homeless person: Yes
218. Glued your hand to yourself: Yes
219. Kissed someone of the same sex: Yes
220. Had a one night stand: Yes
221. Smoked: Yes
222. Done drugs: Yes
223. Lose a friend because of your ex: Yes
224. Slap someone for being stupid: Yes
225. Had cyber sex: Yes
226. Wish you were the opposite sex: No
227. Caught someone doing something: Idk
228. Played a game that removes clothing: Yes
229. Cried during a movie: No
230. Cried over someone: Yes
231. Wanted to hook up with a friend: Yes
232. Hooked up with someone you barely met: Yes
233. Ran away from home: Yes
234. Cheated on a test: Yes

Section Twelve: Would you

235. Bungee jump: No
236. Sky dive: No
237. Swim with dolphins: Yes
238. Steal a friend's bf or gf: No
239. Try to be the opposite sex: No
240. Lie to the police: Idk
241. Run from the police: No
242. Lie to your parents: Yes
243. Backstab a friend for your own well being: Yes
244. Be an exotic dancer: Nah
245. NQ- Kill the president: No

Section Thirteen: Are you

246. Shy: Sometimes
247. Loud: Yes
248. Nice: Yes
249: Outgoing: Yes
250: Quiet: No
251. Mean: Been told
252. Emotional: Yes
253. Sensitive: Yes
254. Gay: No
255. Strong: Yes
256. Weak: Yes
257. Caring: Yes
258. Dangerous: Nah
259. Crazy: Yes
260. Spontaneous: Yes
261. Funny: Yes
262. Sweet: Yes
263. Sharing: No
264. Responsible: Somewhat
265. Trustworthy: Yes
266. Open-minded: Yes
267. Creative: Yes
268. Cute: Yes
269. Slick: No
270. Smart: Yes
271. Dumb: Yes
272. Evil: Yes
273. Ghetto: No
274. Classy: No
275. Photogenic: No
276. Dependable: Yes
277. Greedy: Yes
278. Ugly: Yes
279. Messy: Yes
280. Neat: No
281. Perverted:Yes
282. Silly: Yes
283. A B****: Yes
284. A Good Listener: Yes
285. A Fighter: Yes
286. A Party Animal: No
287. A Game Freak: Yes
288. A Computer Freak: Yes

Section Fourteen: Future

289. Dream job: Support Worker
290. Dream house: Idk
291. Husband/Wife: Meh
292. Kids: Maybe
293. Names: idk
294. Pets: Caaaats
295. Car: No
296. Age you would want to get married: idk
297. Best Man/Bride's Maid: idk
298. Honeymoon: idk

Section Fifteen: Your friends 

299. Best friend: Jessica
300. Known the longest: idk
301. Craziest: Me
302. Loudest: Me
303. Shyest: her
304. Best hair: Me
305. Best eyes: idk
306. Best body: me
307. Most Athletic: me
308. Hot-Tempered: me
309. Most impatient: prob me
310. Shortest: me
311. Tallest: Her
312. Skinniest: me
313. Best singer: idk
314. Funniest: me
315. Can always make you laugh: idk
316. Wish you talked to more: idk
317. Wish you saw more: idk
318. Who drives you insane after a while: idk
319. Who you can stay around forever and never get sick of: idk
320. Ever lose a friend because you took it to the 'next level': idk
321. Whose always been there when you need them: jess
322. Who is like your family: idk
323. How many friends do you have?: maybe 5
324. How many are really close? 3 or 4

Section Sixteen: The last

325. Thing you ate: fruit an veggies
326. Thing you drank:  punch
327. Thing you wore: jeans and jacket
328. Thing you did: work
329. Place you went: work
330. Thing you got pierced or tattooed: Ear
331. Person you saw: alot
332. Person you hugged: my friend
333. Person you kissed: a guy i like
334. NQ- Person you beat to a juicy pulp: idk
335. Person you talked to online: hmm idk
336. Person you talked to on the phone: my friend
337. Song you heard: country
338. Show you saw: big bang theory
339. Time you fought with your parents: idk
340. Time you fought with a friend: idk
341. Words you said: idk

Section Seventeen: Now

343. What are you eating: Nothing
344. What are you drinking: kool aid
345. What are you thinking: guy i like
346. What are you wearing: clothes
347. What are you doing: working
349. Hair: Black
350. Mood: tired
351. Listening to: music
352. Talking to anyone: yup
353. Watching anything: no

Section Eighteen: Yes or No

354. Are you a vegetarian: no
355. Are you a carnivore: yes
356. Are you heterosexual: No
357. Do you like penguins: Yes
358. Do you write poetry: Yes
359. Do you see stupid people: Yes
360. You + Me: Nope
361. Do you like the Osbournes: Nope
362. Can you see flying pigs: No
363. Do you sleep with stuffed animals on your bed: Yes
364. Are you from Afghanistan: No
365. Is Christina Aguilera ugly: Yes
366. Are you a zombie: could be
367. Am I annoying you: Yes
368. Do you bite your nails: Yes
369. Can you cross your eyes: no
370. Do you make your bed in the morning: no
371. Have you touched someone's private part: Yes

Section Nineteen: This or That

372. Winter or Summer: Summer
373. Spring or Autumn: Spring
374. Shakira or Britney: neither
375. MTV or VH1: idk
376. Black or White: Black
377. Yellow or Pink: neither
378. Football or Basketball: Basketball
379. Mobile Phone or Pager: mobile
380. Pen or Pencil: Pen
381. Cold or Hot: hot
382. Tattoos or Piercings: Peircings
383. Inside or Outside: outside
384. Weed or Alcohol: weed
385. Coke or Pepsi: pepsi
386. Tape or Glue: Glue
387. McDonald's or In-n-Out: McD's

Section Twenty: Opinions

388. What do you think about classical music: not bad
389. About boy bands: idk
390: About suicide: thought of it
391. About people who try to force their opinions on you: Hate
392. About teen pregnancy: idk
393. Where do you think you'll be in 10 years: idk
394. Who do you think you'll still be friends with in 5 years: idk
395. About gay men: their choice

Section Twenty-One:

396. Do you have a website: no
397. Current weather right now: evening
398. Current time: 4:00pm
399. Last thoughts: i want work to be done
400. Tag: Whoever

  • Listening to: Country music
  • Drinking: orange pop

Journal History


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Publish a book of poems
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